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eeew.. promos over, now The Incredible Wait. We Wait, and Wait, and Wait,and Wait, and Wait,and Wait, and Wait,and Wait, and Wait.... okie... so now we're all like super stressed out again.. i'm really beginning to think that i will get retained. it's really scary. but i dun wanna believe it. NO!!!!!!!!! oh dear.. i'm getting into the Spouting-Rubbish Syndrome again..

kinda spending more time with the team now.. never knew they had so many rumours and scandals in the team.. scary. lucky nv involve me. it's kinda getting hilarious too.. sometimes we're arguing to see who's the ugliest, den who's the cutest.. wadever.. but i still can't provide any 'stories' cuz i dun even noe half the ppl they were talking about.. ha...

another stressful thing.. after the written report comes the oral presentation. SCARY. one thing, i dun speak in front of people. i once had a nervous breakdown and laughed till my teacher told me to go back to my seat.. it was embarassing. another thing, i dun noe wad the h**l am i doing, fiddling with powerpoint, something i haven't touched since um, um, okay a long time ago. not doing proper slides on it anyway.. so.. that is a BIG problem.. the written report i kinda got it in control, but this, i am desperately lost. can someone help me?? and keith's the first guy i noe who's hopeless at computers..at powerpoint anyway..

okie.. kinda feeling that our class is even more separated than i thought. like sudden;y diff cliques.. so funny. and like ppl start noticing others' real characters and stuff like that. yea, like me.. noticed some people in the team whom i didn't really feel comfortable with at first but have since learnt to adapt and accept. i guess it's just in-born, we can't change tt.. but some can be quite irritating, i noe from my sec sch. they still suck.

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