[o49fe]now i feel totally lost.

i'm lostangel... i really am lost but i cannot confirm for the angel part. what's happening? i really feel left out. left out by people i once thought i knew. now i dun feel so anymore.. you know that you people are practicing discrimination? shit you. ]Þ [- .-] i hate the way u all just seem to forget me.. seem to behave like i'm not there. like i do not exist. u dun try to help me understand what u are talking about, dun even try to include me in your conversations. no effort. i'm sick and tired of this. why is there this border? just because i'm a n arts student? i dun believe in that. i dun wish to believe in this. i hope that this sort of entry will never be written again.

sigh. i guess i'm in depression mood again. something bad happened to nat's friend. i hope both nat's friend and nat can pull thru this tough time together. i hate seeing people cry. tho i can't really do much to comfort them.

exams exams!! stressing me out even more.. i hardly get any time to sleep these days, much less time for revision. i'm gonna die.

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